Love Letters & Hate Mail
Thanks for writing us over the years... it means a lot.
Username: Indalecio Jaeschke Comments: I'm from Argentina (South America). I want to know more about you. Are you
going to come to my country? Here we loves you! I want to know if it is any Pax Acidus CD. |
Username: Christa Comments: McCutcheon - do you know that you are beautiful? What I wouldn't give...
Submit2: Submit |
Username: April Comments: Hey, I read your essay about anarchy. It was great, I'm a 15 year old from
Australia. And it really got me thinking. You wrote it so well. It woz cool. I totally agree that the
government wastes our money. Do you
have any other stuff you have wrote about? If so, email me. Submit2: Email the Sloth! |
Username: marie User Comments: hey! you rule Sloth! I`m an norwegian anarchist that just read your
page! its makes sence, and marx was a good man! rotten would
never had been a
president, for people are obbcest with power, and if you become the president of the us you don`t just
throw it away! I mayby would, cuz I don`t give a fuck! yeah, it would be great to have lots of mony and
control over the world, but
thats not the way is should be! Sorry my english isnt so good, but you sure understand! But I don`t
think that the internet is anarchy, cuz some of the sites I`ve been to, some pop up`s and shit, that
totaly fucks up my computer... I
could have many years in jail for that! But, I think some rules are good, like its not leagal to rape,
to do child pornd and shit like that! but, the punishment is wrong! do to other wath they`v done you! I
think thats the only tule we
need besides the natural human rules! yeah! good day! |
Username: william User Comments: i am very interested in turning a girl over my knee
and spanking her is there any girls on your website that
want a
spanking email me intercourse692000@yahoo.ca william thanks |
Username: rowan User Comments: Sloth, i would like to chat to you about this on msn! purple_2000@hotmail.com politics and lack of them, and also mushroomssss, its very
interesting! you write beautifully. Submit2: Email the
Sloth! |
Username: Rachel User Comments: read your article on Abbie Hoffman, much
admiration to you! Submit2: Email the Sloth! |
Username: Lorena User Comments: Its amazing how wathching your pictures i can elate so much with all that, i've
being living the same thing.. but with the difference that is a hole bunhc of peruvian crazy heads...
its funny how budahh sended me
a postcard and a espstatic cd, as well as the tao te ching in november 1999. i rememeber... i had
problems with UPS... Peru !PEru! anyway now i live in maryland, and i will love to get in contact with
you guys... i remember you
telling me you were going to costa rica... lets see if we can get together.... woderfull thing i can
feel!! Lorena |
sloth, wanted to compliment you on your abilities. your writing employs such an efficacious voice within this sort of charasmatic/latent surroundings. im a writer, i know content is dictated by circumstance, experience, blah blah blah.... but were living in a generation of shapeless eyes, we're in such a state of conscious inertia its just refreshing to know all the smart ones haven't all died. -e. |
Username: travis Comments: I just finished reading your short story about the kid and Ravulon. It was really entertaining. I missed my first class and delayed finishing an essay due in 2 hours to read it. Keep it up. |
Username: Sean |
Username: Karen Comments: OMG! You HAVE to finish writing this story. It is too good to stop. It would be so great if you made a series. Maybe like, the next 10 chapters or something could be about one of his friends back on Planet Ravulon. A sort of Back and Forth series. I REALLY hope you take my advice. THANX!!! |
Username: Darrell Comments: What a joke. Elders was forced out
because she wanted to have kids, kindergarten kids,
sit in a circle and masturbate each other. Like a true liberal you
lie about the facts. And why on earth do we need to teach kids how
to masturbate just so they can put on a condom the correct way?
Why not teach them "Hey, don't have sex until you're married,
and if you can't do that, then at least wait until you're a legal
adult". Because abortionists are making a killing (literally)
, making money hand over fist. "Education" has been going
on for centuries. It's only when the liberals took a firm hold on
our schools did things go wrong. You need to get your facts straight...oh
wait. You'd rather lie than tell the truth. Never mind. |
Username: Derek Weimer Comments: I'm interested in hearing about the social/economic
background of you you two guys. I apologize if I missed it somewhere
on your site. If so point me the way. |
Username: Jason Warble |
Username: Tim. Tim is my name Comments: You guys are what keeps school un-boring
and life not un-bearable. (double negatives rule) so like, keep
writing stories and stuff. |
Username: Earl Klein Comments: I would be honored if you would check
out my site, www.mokmok.com I torture to insanity people who call up
during dinner hour to sell
you overpriced cellphones and credit cards. I guarantee at least
2 belly laughs per Earl |
Username: Thomas P. Lowry, MD Dr. Elders was too good for this country. We are cursed with hypocritical right-wingers that fornicate with their secretaries, steal the company assets and preach morality. I think the underlying problem is that ejaculations inside a woman "prove" manhood, while the same by self-stimulation is shameful, because it means you couldn't persuade (or force) a woman to submit. I'm retired now and have given up trying to change the world, but I'm not too old to salute Dr. Elders -- a modern saint. |
Username: SDE Comments: This is a really cool website! I came
across it only because I am doing research on a French movie, "La
Haine." I haven't lived in Paris, but I've visited and I absolutely
loved it! I was abroad for a year in Bordeaux and |
Username: Marcus Comments: I would love to have a recorded copy or Tara Sloan's "ecstasy". We have played this song live as a heavier version and were also wondering about copyright laws. It is a beautiful song. |
Username: nessa: rollergirl Comments: i so hope to hear from you!!!!! i just
moved to north dakota and i think im gonna die. i cant be me!!!!!! |
Username: Jesse Comments: I dont even know any of you guys, but I was doing some research on Marilyn Monroe and I came upon your site. Knowing I had little time left to finish what I was
doing, I became stuck in your site (being stoned as hell didn't
help, but hey your sight is awsome) Great pictures, all of which
are very interesting. I love the sloth already, haha...I thought
he was pretty amusing. I began to read some of what you wrote and
I hope your very successful in what your trying to achieve, because
it seems like all of you put much effort |
Username: Lou Comments: I don’t even know how I found this site but hey good luck can come from a stumble. I love some of the writing on here its incredible, I had to read it all. Plus erm. Hello McCutcheon why are you not modelling you're a bit special aren't you? I've got a crappy lil poetry site if you want to check it out. www.blurty.com/users/sodaxdreamer Fairy dust & Jam Tarts, Lou |
Username: Paula Comments: I love your website! It's great!!! |
Username: Laurence Comments: demande beaucoup de courage de faire
un site comme celui-ci |
Username: Emma Coyle Comments: I've been checking out your website off and on for a couple of years now. First, I must give you props for putting all this out there. Gotta say though, it seems that you are bound by your appetitive desires. Can you not see past your cravings for sex and drugs? Why don't you take a moment to feel real pain and write about it, rather than numbing anything you don't like the feeling of, and then giving a profanity laden account of your trip into a moral vaccum. It comes accross quite clearly that you have issues with just about everything - most predominantly american culture. Ahhh yes, the european life is so desirable. Why don't you take a moment to educate yourself and evaluate their culture - one in which anti semetism is growing again in just over 55 years after the holocaust ended. Is this something you think american's should strive too emulate? Americans "elected" George W, but look at Europe Union, who in this past year has had a number of member countries ! show growing support for extreme right wing political leaders. For someone with a liberal arts background this should be of keen interest to you. History is complex and let's not kid ourselves, no one is innocent. You also seem to have a preoccupation with people that are obese...were you a fat child? Where does the hate come from? How is their over-indulgence differ from your use of copious amounts of drugs and alcohol? Don't bother spouting any bs about drugs enhancing your mental state - judging by what I've read this is far from the case. You obviously have talent - let's see you use it. |
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Username: Ryan Comments: Hey, I came upon your site one night while having a few beer.
I've printed off and read all 5 chapters so far. I'm really anxious to read
more. I hope you come out with more chapters soon. I think the book "Planet
of the ravers" is really interesting and exciting. I can relate to
it in different |
Username: annie i am an art student at the cleveland institute of arts and was looking
for pictures of swedish fish on the internet to send to my boyfriend for
sweetist day...get it?... (sweetist/swedish)... anyway my serch took me
to your website where i got hooked on your story about you and ingrid and
pills and what not...i |
Username: Gleb Garshin "Melting Soul" Puzzling character, Every emotion is obtained, Heart broken day to day, Must teach to forget, Can’t learn to love another, |
Username: Brandon Doucette |
Username: Angela |
Username: Angela Comments: I also am from Washington. Below is a link to my face.... http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=angelas_wish Laterz, |
Username: Tm Comments: Regarding your review
of Dostoyevsky's The Idiot. Christianity is beautiful asshole ! And
your obese , narcotic / |
Username: philip Comments: your stories kick ass! theyre like a cross between a porno mag
short, the voice inside my head,and reality. this is the most interesting
thing i've found to read since tom robbins. i would very much like to read
more Planet of the Ravers, but i'll start on The Living Dead don't get a
Holiday in the mucho luvoso |
Username: Samantha Comments: I enjoyed your site. You can tell you have alot of passion,and
your not bad looking ;) Have a good day. |
Username: stevetheblind Comments: i have to say i strangely like these stories...most of them
at least. Some are just cheapshod porn imitations, but most of them are
an alternative sort of good. The type of stories your not taught your supposed
to like but you do anyways. i especially like waiting for her funeral. different
form all the others and brilliant. |
Username: Arizona Sweetdust Fellas! My gawd! I have spent hours rummaging through your site... and I must say I am thoroughly impressed! You look like you know how to have a good time... I would love to join the fun sometime. But the real reason I am writing, is in reference to your music mixes. I would love to know the playlists of a couple, particularly 'allaboard'. Wow! What a mix! Anyway, keep up the good work, and keep the faith! Much love, |
Username: Wilxter909 Comments: Amazing how fate works. I have just finished watching the great Manchester saga "24 hour party people" and banged in a search for Ian Curtis on Yahoo. Low and behold I parachute into your world! I have now spent three hours reading through your exploits and am now sitting here feeling very grey and very old!! At least I got to see Joy Division any way;) |
Username: emma Comments: i jsut read your essay. And i agree with mostly all of it.
I just realized taht im an anarchesit, ive always been one i just never
realized it you know? I want to learn more about anarchy because im being
punk and i know i need I agree with you on most of it. Just wanted to tell u that. And fuck goverment. |
Username: Rhiannon McClure Comments: I just found your site last night. I really enjoyed it. I read
for about four hours. I am a "raver" and I write both the fictiotious
and the non about the party life. I think that you (plural) have great talent,
nut it isn't really something mainstream audiences are ready for. Anyways,
I am e-mailing you |
From: Troy (beachbum9_tef@yahoo.com) What's up fellas. i've been keeping up with your web page for a while.
it's pretty chill. keep up the good work. if either of you two are interested
I just finished this book called "The Tao of Physics" by Fritjof
Capra which was pretty decent if your into that sort of thing. I'd check
it out if you haven't "Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds" - Albert Einstien Take care and keep writing, |
From: Jay (sonikdream@hotmail.com) Comments: When is chapter four of Planet of the Ravers going to be finished? I can't wait to read it. |
From: Laura-Marie Just like to say ive added McCutcheon to my webspace at stereophonics.co.uk as he is the finest man i have ever laid eyes on. You are the official new pin-up. Laura-Marie |
From: kell44x@yahoo.com I check every once in a while, on your site, to see My new residence is Miami, FL. Quite glamorous, huh? adiaos, i am trying to work on my spanish, since no one speaks |
Username: Miroslav Slavistan Comments: Loved your essay on Abbie Hoffman. Wish I were a publisher, Sloth. I'd give your short stories a forum. Obviously you are a humanoid not one of the "sheeple" who "graze" at the Great McTrough. |
Username: Brian Comments: Hey everyone at Paxacidus. I have been nothing short of
impressed with your website. I love how you don't censor anything
in your writing and how you express the way you truly feel. I must
say I agree with almost all views expressed here. Unfortunaly I live
in the land of the FREE-....which is total Thank you for that. Keep up the good work, and the good drugs. |
Username: Matthew Geddes |
Username: Dave Comments: As a forty-something, former acid / peyote
/ mushroom / mescaline gobbling alcoholic it was my first reaction
to your site to shake my head and say "these guys are going to
wake up one day and go: 'aww fuck I don't remember how I got nowhere
so fast'" ... but then I had the clarity of mind to realize that
if, in 1976 we'd had the web as a 'speakers corner', I'd have done
the same thing. You are re-living my youth, but with lower quality
acid, and higher quality women from what I've seen here. Keep it up
.. but try to quit drinking once a year. |
Username: Mayra Just wanna tell you guys how fuckin awesome this website is. The
messages are so there. Totally agree with what you all said bout E,
fuck yeah, been there. Cant think on anything but rolling, yeah...
Loved the feeling, but I just hadda step ~*ravinbutterfly*~ .....by the way have yall been to rio?! |
Username: Sykonee Comments: I love your stories! They always seem to inspire me to
put down what I'm doing and enjoy the life I was given. |
To: Sloth@paxacidus.com0 Comments: i thought your story was very good you just need to finish it so get back on your computer pleeeeeeeeese so im not left hangin... good luck at all you do you are very talented |
Username: lauren Comments: matt, you're intense. I have been reading a bunch of your stuff here in LA whenener I do email. keep writing and thinking and being yourself. it was really good to see you in Seattle. love, lauren. p.s., I have been working on some new paintings. when I have a bunch more i will send some photos, maybe when i get a show up at the cafe i work out down the street. we live in downtown on the border of little tokyo and the artist's district. |
From : Henry White <whiteh@CLEMSON.EDU> hank ps-take a look at yourself and realize your in europe for the
same reason as every other damn tourist |
Dear whoever, |
From : PopeBadmofoIII@aol.com i think some of your stories are kinda sick, but i like em anyway. i just wanted to let you know that i am eagerly awaiting the 4th chapter of planet of the ravers. so keep up the good work. love philin groovy |
From: Dave xxx26@hotmail.com Comments: you support this form of terrorism. Such as Noel Godin. You suck! |
From : "wf chong" <wflamb@realmadridfan.com> ps: you're cute too. seriously. |
Below is the result of your feedback form. It was submitted by Comments: Okay so I click on the Read Us link and at the top of the poem list is "Druggy Slutty Girls". You think you're an artist but your source of inspiration is lacking. Your attitudes towards drugs and sex are just fragments of another time before ex-girlfriends could call on the phone crying AIDS. You preach ecstasy like it's some kind of panacea. Your lives sound interesting and stimulating, get over the drug addiction and find some real beauty in the world. Look within and get off your rich boy asses and do something real for once. The potential is there; don't let vices cloud the dream. |
From : "Rosie" <rosie@iprimus.com.au> war, the very concept made me call up ex girlfriends for a fuck cause i began thinking we might be dead the next day. in a couple of weeks i completely forgot to make the most of my life and started abusing people that care about me and sitting doing nothing. i'm still very doubtful about change. you can't change the world only yourself. i always fall back into my patterned disenchanted mundane existence. a revolution is not political it is sexual. sexuality is so often
repressed so that we can never come to terms with ourselves pschologically.
once we come to terms with our sexuality we discover shit about ourselves.
hopefully enough to discover and come to terms with ourselves. then
we can change those around us by helping them come to terms with themselves.
hopefully that will pry open their eyes enough for them to see what
we could be doing. |
Username: vanessa Comments: HI! You guys went to New Orleans! WOOHOO! I love that place. I was raised there. Had to leave before I became a lush! I now live in San Francisco. I really enjoyed your site. I will be in Ibiza this summer. Wanna meet up? My site is www.syvani.com Keep rolling! Vanessa |
From: padma priya Email: warmcaramel@hotmail.com Comments: I came across your site while trying to find out what the hell a manwich was.I live on the opposite side of the world and don't eat beef so it's no surprise that i'm clueless about sloppy joe's and the such. Anyway i think this is the one of the best accidental finds i've
ever had on the net. Your writing style is something that i haven't
experienced in a long time. It felt good to read something that wasn't
trying desperately to be smart or sophisticated but falling dreadfully
short.Can't say that i'll ever smoke the |
yo McCutcheon good morning from South Africa i like your stories so i thought i would drop you a line my e-mail is Brendope@hotmail.com maybe you have a mailing list. Brendan O'Connell |
From: Lizzyitis Email: lizzyitis@hotmail.com Comments: Well I must say this site is entertaining me the past two days. Didn't know what the fuck I stumbled across for a while. I love the explaination of the word fuck. It makes sence to use it in everyday language & now I can explain to people that it in fact a proper word that is needed in a conversation. Ian Browns Website has us 'banded' from using swear words - what are they like eh? Anyway - good site - loads of filth, erotic stories that get ya going & then depress ya out to bits. Loads of stories of being mad out of the head & even more mad pictures of people 'being' out of the game!!! I am a little confused though - u are american right - whats with the Man U jersey! Lizzy "entertained by your lovely site" itis!! ps - I was looking for info on my beloved 'Genius' Shaun Ryder - and I got a lot more than I bargained for & thank you |
From: Raymond Salvador Email: rvsalvador@lilly.com.ph Comments: you asshole |
From : Jose Comments: You guys rock! I wish I could hang out with you in any of these
incredible parties/adventures/travels that you experience. My time is somewhat
running out, so I guess I will enjoy your site from time to time to live
vicariously. Maybe we might cross if you guys ever wander in New Orleans,
San Francisco and Boston. My lady and I don't live there but we travel
there sometimes. We live in Memphis (uuuuhhhhhhh), and usually try to "enjoy"
the city. Well, thanks for the great site and take care... |
To: sloth@paxacidus
http://localhost/paxacidus_fucked/anarchy-is-going-on-pax.php |
Hi (two-toed or three?) Sloth, Living in different places and experiencing different cultures and Not all folks become more conservative as they get older. Some do but it's just easy to say. People seem to get disenchanted as they age. I think radical change is still possible. To read list: Joyce Cary.....The Horse's Mouth Thanks. Sacramento's a nice place to say you've been, but it's serving it's purpose. People tend to be overly-apologetic here, yet quick to sue. Have you been having fun with cockney rhyming slang? Apples and pears=stairs, flute=suit, jam-jar=car... Enjoy your travels! There's no telling what you'll get into As a fellow philospher-- thought you might appreciate what was found on a t-shirt Philosphy Major: Will think for food To *raises glass* anticipation with certainty (happiness) Jianna |
Username: John Delahunt, from Downey, California |
Username: vida UserEmail: ***@bust.com Comments: hi mcutcheon -vida |
A : "Mc Cutcheon" <paxacidus@yahoo.com> I love you too - Kid Loco ------------------ Kid Loco- we at Pax Acidus love your French ass. Thank you for the musique! |
Username: Douglas Rushkoff Comments: Cool site. Keep it alive at all costs. --Douglas |
From: Sarah I read your latest posts and then I read your fan mail and realized that you are doing something quite new and original. It is an artistic endeavor that may or may not ever be critically or finacially appreciated. That would be a loss, but . . . You guys are doing something unique through the net. You are the characters
people always wanted to meet. Now they can. I know you want to get published.
I know not making money from what you love to do is not idealistic. But
you are doing something vastly important because of its originality. The
phrase there's nothing new under the sun does not apply. You and Sloth
and your friends are more real than characters in a Hemingway novel or
Henry Miller's mind, and you are characters to your readers. Prior to the
net, no one could access an author, so his work was important. That's all
there was; he himself was irrelevant outside of his creation, but you are
probably more important to your readers than your characters ever will
be. Does that make sense and not insult? If you can find a way to market
your internet experience or to put it into paper form; it will I really hope that you guys continue to explore your medium. I think your exploration is brilliant without meaning to be, which makes it even more so. And here's a little poem just for you on the subject of ladies' men. Electro Ladies’ Man He’s plugged in and turned on Pixy sticks, and pixels Searching for skin His typing is madness, A cad, plastic clad, He is the electro ladies’ man; --Sarah |
From: "miss amelia." <*****@home.com> Please forgive my constant correspondence, but as a devoted reader I felt the desire to feed your ego. I like your prose because you manage to be manic and mad like some of the great authors of our time, yet you have a romantic and open side to your writing so unlike the other male writers of today. You even write from the veiwpoint of a woman convincingly. What an achievement! You have a charming and unique understanding of young womanhood. I also admire how you will not change your nom de plume. I think it is a beautiful name. Yet still I read your stories and wonder, does not a wider audience deserve to read your works? - Amelia |
From: Brooke Comments: This is crazy...I never thought anyone could understand my life. I somehow ended up on this website and began reading all these crazy stories. At first I thought "whan an asshole" but then I realized that I was reading stories about myself only as a guy. You Mr. McCutcheon are one hell of a writer -Brooke |
Username: Shane I just wanted to drop you a quick note to let you know I enjoyed your site. Based on your content/links, I think you might like my site as well. http://www.silverladder.com with original art, poetry/lyrics, music, photography, humor, opinion, creativity, and a healthy dose of insanity. I certainly welcome any feedback you have on my site. If you like it, feel free to link to it... I can even provide a standard-sized banner if you need one for the link. Anyway, good work on the site. I appreciate it. |
Subject : Pax Acidus Feedback Comments: Thanks again for being, |
From: Wendy <laneyluv@swbell.net> Hi, I just wanted to say that I love your writing, especially your piece on anarchy. I totally agree. I sacrifice 8 fucking hours a day to school because I basically have no other choice, and I see your articles as a ray of hope. -Wendy |
From: Johnson I dont know you or anything that your site has to do with. All i know is that I stumbled upon your story about Trevor and the pizza business and i fucking loved it! I saw that is was to be continued and I was hoping that is the case. I sat at work and read the whole thing getting very little done. All I would like to know, is if it is indeed continued (not knowing how long its been there) and when might i expect some more chapters in this saga? Keep it up man, Shits great Johnson |
Hello Matt, I went and read on your site for an hour. Printed off some stuff. I wouldn't
have stayed there an hour if you weren't about a million times better now
than you were when I started reading your stuff. How long ago was that?
A year? Must be two, because I hadn't started working in I read through Girls' Night Out, Bourbon Street, lots of your poems. Read the Easiest Lay, which was cute, funny. You have a lot going on in Bourbon Street, fantastic descriptions, poignant observations. Do you travel or do you make all this shit up? Almost every story is about a different part of the world. I have travelled no where to speak of, so I just stick to what I know. Can't conceive of Paris, even after studying French for a full four years. Liked Slutty Drug Girls and the one about the Bartending Babe. So what is your novel about? Did you work on is this weekend? Where are you working now? Good job. Phebe |
Username: Innes Reekie Comments: Fuck me, from a Belle & Sebastian links page I stumbled in here about 3am, an it's now 7.30am. Gonna miss my deadline for a Gram P archive piece, but this is good stuff, quite internationalist even, not like the usual patriotic, flag-wavin', peasant bombin' US of A at all. I scored a 90% in your test, but I'm damned sure some silly fucker's died while arsin' about on the heinous, hippy weed, but I'm not about to take issue about something as trivial. As far as bein' 'on the bus', you gotta get Nick Cave on, you gotta get Gram Parsons on...an fuck me, you can't have a degenerate collective without the wayward genius of writer Alexander Trocchi being in the atmosphere in some shape or form. If you ain't familiar with this unique libertine of a man, I've got a piece on him on Alan Mcgee's new Poptones' website at www.poptones.co.uk/ so check 'im out! I'll get the literary endeavours of you guys in time, cos I got fingers in these sort of pies on this side of the pond, so keep up the good work. Not bad, not bloody bad at all. Keep The Faith INNES |
Hey, I just wanted to be able to tell you how much I admire your stories, although sometimes the use of descriptive sexism is fluent thoughout your stories, I am a person that admires honesty, and you don't really leave anything out. Your stories turn me on, because I seem to like every little thing I read about you or that you have written and I likes it... You can write me back if you wanna or if you have the time it whould actually make my day, I am interested in what you have to say about stuff. ~pLuR~ |
McCutcheon, Hey - like your Space Cake story a lot. It seems you're a little TOO knowing about stashing drugs on trains! Enjoyed reading 'Manwich' again too the other day - I don't think it's fair that you're sexy and talented AND funny. Good thing you're a fuck-up in other ways or you'd be intolerable. Talk to you soon.... N. |
From: Alex <AlexPage@xipmail.com> Do you realize--what am I saying? Of course you realize how difficult it is to find yippies. I don't know if I'm even that. What the fuck; to hell with the identity crisis shit. I know who I am, I just have trouble labeling myself. Anyway, enough of that. I found your page on Abbie Hoffman, and read what you wrote. Bloody well intriguing and real fucking depressing if you ask me. But if you're anything like me, (I haven't looked at your site enough to know much about you), you know that the underground isn't six feet under. Perhaps it was, for a while, but slowly, new life is breathing into it. Here's the punch, if it's a punch at all. I'm fifteen, going on sixteen in may. There's a new generation, for you. Maybe Abbie was thirty years too soon? Fucking pity he's dead, if you ask me. I realize this is a tad crude, tough shit, sorry if I'm offending you, but I think it's quite difficult to offend anyone who devotes a page or more to Abbie Hoffman. Anyway, I'm looking to revive the revolution if it hasn't been already. Hell, I'm sitting here stewing until I'm 18. Listening to consumer radio, watching consumer television, reading consumer news. It's like suffocation. Maybe I'm thirty years too late. What the hell, I'll give it a shot. Email me if you give a fuck. -Alex |
Username: aaron Comments: Wow, I've been meaning to do this for a while. I love yr. site, it is by far my favorite site. My fanaticism borders occasionally on obsession. I would just like to say that I've been following this site for, what....about a year or so, maybe a little more and I love it even more everytime I show up here. I myself am a writer, and am touched by yr. prose. I recently read the V-Day story, and was moved. I was also recently in NYC and was recently dumped there, in all the same places, and ended up doing the same things. It was the perfect thing to read upon my un-triumphant return from the city that never sleeps -- and it's good to know that someone else got fucked up in NYC also. And to think.... I thought I was the only one. Humph. Anyway, the new look is good, and no matter who you get dumped by, just keep going and fuck 'em. aaroN. |
Username: junkman Comments: what makes you so special? is it that you know how to turn on your mac? I say FUCK YOU! from all the REAL indie authors out there. your shit that you call lit. sucks. find a job or get published. stop boring us with this queer boy cock-sucking crap. |
Username: lee Comments: Im very impressed by the site. Theres no bull, the stories are just full on and told as it is. I only came accross the site by accident on google, well done. keep up the good work lee, ireland |
Username: David |
From: FlowerChild8910@aol.com Hey, I am luvin this web site. It's great. I especially like The Pizza Guy. I have it on my favorites. Will you tell me when you add more? Well it's late so I am going to bounce Just wanted to tell you how much I like your work.Bouncing^^^^^^^^0 Keep the PLUR and work like you dont need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like nobodys watching. |
Username: Michael UserEmail: IcePack79@aol.com Comments: This is the best web site I have ever been to although all the pictures of you guys in Europe totally depressed me. I want to see the world. Great website though. Good job. |
Username: Padre Pablo UserEmail: padrepablo@altavista.com Comments: Your site has stimulated me to ask you a question I have been wanting to ask for a long time : namely, where can I find pictures (8 1/2" X 11", say) of Arthur Rimbaud, something that can be framed. I'd be so happy to know. It would be wonderful if you had photos of him on your site. He's truly an extraordinary poet. Appreciatively, Padre Pablo |
Username: Kates UserEmail: katelynk@hotmail.com Comments: this site is my absolute favorite site on the web. i read your stories and poetry religiously. im not sure what else to say other than thank you. keep up the good work. i love it. PLUR- *Kates* |
From: JimDeRo@aol.com For the links and the kind words; they are appreciated. Great site! Best JIM |
MessageType: Praise Comments: Your pictures made me jealous you little bastard!!
Apparently living the HIGH life. thx for the hicks audio. It went over
real big in the office. Nothing shakes up investment bankers more than
a little Hicks!! |
From: "erika bettencourt"
<bettencourt_erika@hotmail.com> Dear MC, People my age normally don't read stuff like this,
im only 14, but I have a question I have to ask you. I am hoping
to be a director some day, for films, and currently I write short
films, and I direct them with my little DV camera. I was wondering
if it could be possible that you would let me make this into a
movie, or base it on it. please email me at abello_andrew@hotmail.com |
Username: Brian Comments: Hey everyone at Paxacidus. I have been
nothing short of impressed with your website. I love how you don't
censor anything in your writing and how you express the way you
truly feel. I must say I agree with almost all views expressed here.
Unfortunaly I live in the land of the FREE-....which is total Thank you for that. Keep up the good work, and the good drugs. |
Username: Matthew Geddes |
Username: Dave Comments: As a forty-something, former acid / peyote
/ mushroom / mescaline gobbling alcoholic it was my first reaction
to your site to shake my head and say "these guys are going
to wake up one day and go: 'aww fuck I don't remember how I got
nowhere so fast'" ... but then I had the clarity of mind to
realize that if, in 1976 we'd had the web as a 'speakers corner',
I'd have done the same thing. You are re-living my youth, but with
lower quality acid, and higher quality women from what I've seen
here. Keep it up .. but try to quit drinking once a year. |
From : "Wouldn't You Like to know" --Michele |
To: sloth@paxacidus
https://www.paxacidus.com/views/views_anarchy.php |
Username: John Delahunt, from Downey, California |
Username: vida UserEmail: ***@bust.com Comments: hi mcutcheon -vida |
MessageType: Praise Comments: sssociety says, "fuck the bus!" i love what you do. i love what you stand for. freedom is a precious gift that nobody takes advantage of. fuck society and it's moral obbligations |
Username: lj UserEmail: carusosaurus@seanet.com Comments: yo, this is the perfect time to check out the site. where am i? dont worry yes i am still drunk. not paying much attention to your poetry, just to my fucking splitting headache that wont stop jesus christ i got to stop drinking |
From: jill butler <betadolphin@yahoo.com> |
Username: Pixie UserEmail: lagifford@hotmail.com Comments: "Pretty smart and pretty sexy" ??Goddamnit, I'm not on the bus cause I KNOW boys and girls are most fuckable between 25-35- that is if you're looking for more than a "Oops I did it again" 2 second scenario. So there. And Washington DC is the devil, but not offered as an answer. So now can I be on the bus? PUHLEASE??? If you say no, I'll have DJ Vegan my boyfriend come and kick yo' ass. And he knows where you live...uh,as soon as you get back from Europe you lucky SOB. PS: We missed you at Robert's Birthday party- so you must come to our next big bash-ola at our new home, Creature Casa... Cheers, namaste, ciao and other pretentious backpacker sign-offs. |
Subject: [sweat on my hips] |
Username: ANDYM UserEmail: soundfx99@crosswinds.net Comments: Wow - I actually thought this site would be crap. I was searching on the net for short story sites and discovered this one. Believe me when I say that I LOVE "BURNTROOF OF MOUTH". I hardly ever manage to drag myself through an entire story on the net - hard on the eyes you know, but I was captivated by the pizza guy. Looking forward to the next installment! |
Username: Rich UserDream: Me and my unrequited love take a roadtrip together UserEmail: flashrhyme@yahoo.com CityCountry: Shittown, U$A. .... AKA Houston, Texas MessageType: Praise Comments: The Pizza Boy was great. Ch. 2 is my favorite. It's nice to see young people who are still devoted to art in this world. Refer: Search Engine ReferOther: Searching for Bill Hicks Submit2: Submit to Pax Acidus |
Username: Chris Wood UserDream: writing writing writing UserEmail: cjw_majnun@hotmail.com CityCountry: Manchester, England MessageType: Suggestion Comments: Love the site, esp. Bill Hicks on the bus. One of the guys who runs Sacred Cow (Hicks' production company), Chris Weigh, has a site. Some of my work is on it and I'd be delighted if you guys stopped by! http://www.dig-factory.com/galleries/chriswood/ Cheers and keep those stoned smiles. |
MessageType: Praise Literary magic. Stumbling upon your website has done nothing more than enrich my trip here. You have taken the essence of freedom, sexuality, humanity, and culture and tossed it at me like a brick. Looking forward to more. |
MessageType: Praise Comments: your page is better than doughnuts!!!!! |
Username: Ally Comments: You can think. |
MessageType: Praise Fucking Bravo! I admire you. Read all the poetry and had a feast. Paxacidus is the reason the internet exists. There is hope, after all...Anyway, I decided to send you a poem of mine...... jazz |
MessageType: Praise Comments: your story sorry bore's me anliyising the pain is dffuicult, my only question is do you really give a fuck . A,A is crap because whats real did not come out ,,, yours sincerely just an emil////////// |
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From: Jorge Cardoso <kaiapo@hotmail.com> Hello, anyway I got 80% in the test. My name is Jorge, I'm a Brazilian, from Rio de Janeiro. Short history (my English is quite raw, I learned it on the streets, sorry) - I grew up in Rio, near the slums. I spent time on the library and beach. Than I was in the university of philosophy that I didnt finish. I left Rio with a ruck sack, and I flew to Morocco. Than I moved to USA, Los Angeles start to work like a wash neep in La Jola. Than Iowa, the city that I learned English. Than I move to Iceland where I found beauty and love. Than my money over completely and I runaway to London. Portobello road, South Bar, more kitchen and Books time. Than I lost part of my finger and left London, Im a writer and I can not right in pain. I moved to Holland, Bruxels, Stockholm than I was deported in Calais north of France, because I said to a british imigration Fuck off, he laught and got my writings. Im in Rio now, in a kind of exile?, still without any money, but with hoppe, I love my baby. And I would like to give to you a part of my book called Libro de Las Magias Falsas. Try to find out, please, some one that speack portuguese, anyway if you show me interest I would like to try translate it for you. thanks for the bus! Uvas e Estrelas (Grapes and Stars) Aquele que disse que te ama disse que amava antes quem? Acaso - abecedário da vítima. Tome suco, coma morango, leia –...mas escute o porco gritar. A verdade é impossível. O amor existe mas é raro. E de tanto buscar as coisas raras,... se cansa. O trabalho das formigas que desesperam quando perseguidas. Cover my back. -; não atira. Vergéis Tranqüilos Campos minados. O futuro ainda não Tem (...) Perturba tanto. A gente não conhece um nem outro e O medo de falar morre no peito ....Uvas e estrelas.... Se o que te protege são os mares da ira, Sonhe. "Os mansos herdarão a terra e se deitarão na abundância da paz" - Salmo 37:11 Tenho medo de não acreditar em Deus. Medo. Meu pico é o medo de Deus. Não sou responsável – porém o medo esvaece pela graça de Deus. Procuro em livros...e nada. Então me deito esperando o sono chegar. O pai nosso é a oração mais forte. eu que não te via agora te sinto –doe órgãos. Aquele que sonha com o distante Magoa quem o quer por perto. ..., se precisas ser estrangeiro - magoe. |
Date: Thu, 09 Mar 2000 20:00:19 -0600 your website quite frankly is juvenile at best and very offensive McCutcheon, if you would like to
share your true thoughts, hopes and dreams. e-mail me! if this is an extension of the sum of your
experiences at the age of 30, I will pray in the name of
Jesus Christ my Lord and
Savior and by the power of the Holy Spirit you will see the bigger picture of who is really in
control. Jesus loved you so much he died in your place and to prove it he rose from the dead. He's
alive! Jesus Christ is alive! |
From: "Lori Kosmatka" <tremblingrhyme@hotmail.com> I'm not gonna sit here and analyze it all, but, I will say I really got something out of the poems
mentioned above. What did I get out of it? A sense of togetherness and loss, finding what matters, a
life, a beauty so vibrant, pouring from flesh into mind into heart, the act of lovemaking IS love,
as much as we let our hearts let it be. And it is a shame when things become complicated and when
human beings become complex. Personally, as I feel I'm a complex person, I feel almost too
disenchanted with exhausting my complexities on someone who would matter, then only add to my
list... but there is always the hope of the "magical connection". it's strange to go about your life
and have it happen when it's not expected. *smile* So in your groovy techno dancing seattle clubs,
best of all wishes to finding that "heather graham" who looks you in the eyes and uncomplicates
things. heh. |
MessageType: Praise Comments: Please please please finish Soo La Sen , The Living Dead Don't Get a Holiday. This book is unbelievable , i NEED to know more, i NEED to know what happens . Please write the next book . Could you at least please email me and give me an idea of what is going to happen. Please keep writing! |
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MessageType: Praise McCutcheon~ I'm so fucked up right now but I decided that that would be the best way to write you. I discovered your's and Sloth's web page last night. I was looking for something to read before I drifted off to sleep when I stumbled upon to your web page. Needless to say, I stayed up until 4:30 eastern standard time on no drugs what-so-ever because your page was so enticing that I could not fall asleep. I never realized before that there was other people on this Earth that felt the same way that I did. Thank you so much for not just understanding, but relating with me. You don't understand what a comfort it was to read your poems and short stories and realize that I wasn't the only God-awful person to feel emotions. I read the guest book. How does it feel to have people fall in love with you who have never even met you? I would love to know. Please write me back even though I am just an "American" Thank you!!!! Your's Sincerely, |
MessageType: Praise if you are ever in need of my 2-d verbiose rants, email me if you are ever in need of good music, buy some old lou reed |
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MessageType: Praise Comments: I found this site trippin one night with nothing better to do besides stare at my screen and trip balls i wasn't really paying attention to where i was going or how i got there but i ended up here and loved it hey sloth you're fuckin hot and whens the 2nd part of your book comming i wanna read it so bad it almost makes me wet.....keep everything up its great hugs kisses and XTC kitty |
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MessageType: Problem Comments: You kids need to shut the hell up. you are pathetic nerds who try and be cool by fitting into the lame mtv dance party dj dum ass rave scene . your site sux and so does all your taste, there is a thing called originality, look up the word. I can see that you little faggots wouldn't know real art if it came up to you and pissed in your face. Why don't you nancyboys go get some beads and tiedyes and go jack off together
watching Eddie Veddar sucking on a puppets dick. Do your mommy's know that you are some kinda
backpack wearin nerdy acid wanna be's? man, your stories are awful,your poetry sounds like 'some
weepy coffee shop black turtle neck waring, im so weird;' horseshit! Fudgepackers. you should move
to vegas and become showgirls. I bet your scrunched up little balls wont even post this. and u seem
to |
From: "Laura L" <calligator_cat@hotmail.com> so that's that. |
MessageType: Praise I think because of you guyz I'm going to start writing again. THANX!!!!!!!! (McCutcheon you're so fucking hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ) Kay |
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From: NChristenson@ccginc.net Can't wait to read #2. Peace out. |
From: "Lewis, Adrian" <alewis@datastreamicv.com> |
Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 13:03:45 -0700 (MST) Nice pick with Slick Willie, though. |
Date: Tue, 9 Feb 1999 15:55:19 -0700 |
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From: LMS184@aol.com |
Date: Mon, 12 Jul 1999 09:00:16 -0400 |
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To:paxacidus@yahoo.com I'm Hans from Norway and I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed your website. At last I found a drug-related website where everything doesn't evolve around drugs. I especially liked your music and literature stuff. I noticed that you mentioned DJ Gilb-R in your music part. |
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From: Bengeb24@aol.com could you please send me a picture of the cover of your album? |
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From: "Verschuren" <pvrschrn@tref.nl> | Block address Dear Sirs, We are very surprised about your very beautiful poetic song about our
candy necklaces. Our company Peco Suikerwerken in the
netherlands is the original producer of the product Candy Necklaces. |
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Reply-to: "stefania murcha" <murcha@bigpond.com> |
From: JenJenGrl5@aol.com | Block address Bill Hicks was the greatest comic to ever walk this planet. An unrecognized genius who channge the way I looked at a lot of things. His death was a tragety but his thoughts and comedy will live on. I loved the site and thought I'd drop you a line. It's nice to know he finally found the spaceship that took him off this fuckin planet! :) |
From: BRONQUETTE@aol.com Next time you feel like displaying your ignorance publicly just shove your head up your ass in
front of a crowed. |
From: Kwmsn@aol.com | |
From: Pikovsv@aol.com how do you sleep at night knowing kids have access to this smut |
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Username: jessy valdez Comments: |
MessageType: ...........please mail me/alicia |
MessageType: Praise this is the dirty ol man from kent wash i love your site i just discovered it will be looking in now and then to see what you guys and girls are doing keep up the good fight praise and love from BLUE BUSS PRODUCTIONS OF SEATTLE |
MessageType: Praise Hey this is a cool website I was on ravelinks and some dude was talking about u guys so I thought I
should check it out.It's cool good job... On the website I would love 2 hear from u guys if u would
e-mail me back. I just want 2 know more about u guys and I wanted to know more about ecstacy the
drug..If u can get back 2 me and let me know that would be grreeaat.. Once again u guys did a
awesome job and I give u mad love and props.. I would love 2 haer from ya.. |
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MessageType: Praise Thank Goodness for CandyNecklaces, and Fiona (that girl will just say and do anything!) |
MessageType: Praise ++Om. |